Belladonna Took

by Belladonna Took


Chapter 23 Arwen and Ada


It felt like an eternity to Bella, her last few days before reaching the sanctuary of Rivendell. She was very eager to see Arwen and Lord Elrond again. She spent a large portion of her time telling Fengel all about Rivendell and its inhabitants. He was so taken with the description of everything and everybody that he was almost as eager to get there as Bella was. It was as the Last Homely House came into view that Fengel got the full view of the place that Bella had described. It was just as she had described it.
When they had dismounted, their horses were taken to the stables where they were feed, watered and cared for the way that only elves could. As they crossed the courtyard that lead to the steps up into Lord Elrond’s home the door was swung open and Arwen appeared before them. Pink cheeked, appearing as if she had run a great distance but appearing to be breathing with little effort.
“Bella, you have finally returned. I was beginning to worry that something had befallen your party.”
“No, Arwen, I found them dawdling along the path. Taking their sweet time while we all worried over their safety”, Legolas said with a smirk on his face.
“We were moving as fast as possible. We couldn’t risk being worn out before we even arrived here in Rivendell”, Bella stated with a cheeky grin on her face.
All were ushered into the hall where, Lord Elrond was waiting with his usual grim expression. He greeted each individually and then sent everyone off to clean up for the evening meal.
Fengel was placed in a room adjoining Bella’s and Gandalf was next door to her. She saw that Fengel was bathed, thoroughly cleaned and dressed appropriately for the occasion. After attending to him, she bathed and dressed fairly quickly in attire that coordinated with Fengel’s. Thèya had both outfits created for the pair. They were both of dark sapphire blue velvet. Bella’s was a floor length gown, fitted at the waist and beautifully embroidered with the evermind flower that Bella had grown to love. Fengel was dressed in a pair of blue velvet trousers, a stark white shirt and a blue velvet jacket. He wore his small crown perched just at the top of his head. Bella also wore the crown that was given to her by Thèya that matched Fengel’s.
They left Bella’s room intending on going to the hall for dinner when an unknown elf intercepted them in the hallway. “Lord Elrond would like to speak with you right now. Please follow me.”
As they followed this elf down the hall Bella was taken to an area that she was familiar with. They were being led to Lord Elrond’s study. Bella became concerned that Lord Elrond would not want Fengel in Rivendell. But all her fears were soon quelled when much to her own joy; Lord Elrond greeted her as she would expect he greeted his children. He wrapped his arms around the little hobbit as she approached him tentatively. He shook hands with Fengel as he courteously extended his hand in the fashion of his father and brothers. Bella beamed with pride as the little man she loved so dearly showed the manners of a man 3 times his age.
Lord Elrond then sent Fengel from the room. “Now Bella, we need to have a talk. I was told about the greeting that Legolas received from you when you met in the woods. Yet you greet me as if we are strangers. Although I am not one for showing large amounts of public affection, I am not a completely cold elf. Do not feel as if you need to treat me any differently than you would treat Arwen, Legolas or Arador.” Elrond said affectionately. “And feel free to call me Ada. It would be my honor to consider a brave and noble hobbit lass, as one of my own children.”
Bella could no longer contain her emotion. She burst into tears and threw her arms around the seated elf lord. Much to her pleasure, she felt his arms close around her and felt the gentle pat of his hand on her back. He knew that she had been though a lot and knew that she needed this kind of affection.
It was about ten minutes before Bella could control the tears flowing from her eyes. She hadn’t realized how much she missed her own father, until Elrond had shown her the same affection she would have expected from her father. So Ada, Bella and Fengel made their way to the hall and a feast like none Fengel had ever seen before.

Chapter 24 Changes

As the weeks and months went by Bella and Fengel both healed physically. Bella took solace in her drawing and in writing. Arwen and Ada had given her a beautiful book of palest blue leather, with silver on the binding and a beautiful silver lock that was opened with a delicate silver key. In it she recounted her travels, often including drawings of the people she had seen, the places she had been and the odd plant life and flowers she had encountered. She had the most difficult time writing about Theya, her dream and her protecting Fengel. By the time she had finished the chapter about rescuing Fengel she had tears streaming down her face. The loss of Theya felt like the loss of Bella's own mother as Theya had loved her like she was her own daughter.
Worst of all for Bella was watching the small changes in Fengel. He no longer had the sparkle and impish gleam that always resided in his eyes. He no longer wanted to play the games they used to play. He spent most of his time with Elladan and Elrohir. They had taken over Fengel's training that had been started by Haldir. There were days that Fengel returned from a day of training and went to sleep and didn't wake up until the next morning. He was determined to learn how to defend himself n case Grim ever tried to attack him again. It broke Bella's heart to see this little six year old boy feeling like he had to defend himself. To all who saw the change in this child there was a fear that he would grow up to be a warmonger that was never satisfied.
Bella just wanted to get him back to the Smials. She believed that once Fengel was in the company of her brothers and sisters he might see that he didn't need to be a fierce warrior. That it was possible to be happy and play games even after the death of a parent. He had begun to relax with the influence of Bella and Arwen and at the urging of Ada. Elrond had insisted that Elladan and Elrohir teach Fengel some of the games that they had played as children. He slowly came out of his shell and Bella slowly grew into her role of mother.
By the time they left Rivendell had someone suggested that Bella was not actually Fengel's mother they received an earful from the two of them as well as Bella's Ada. He had grown quite fond of the little hobbit lass and was having a tough time accepting that the two of them were leaving.
But leave they did. One fine summer morning, Bella, Fengel and Gandalf set off on the last leg of Bella's journey home. The parting was bittersweet, as no one believed that they would ever meet again, in this lifetime.