My Enemy, Myself

I ever face myself and wonder,
Am I my own worst sound,
Am I my own worst thunder,
Do I wish I was never found?

The laughter that seeps away from me,
Because I ever let it,
As it drifts into the sea ,
I only watch and sit.

Am I my own worst enemy,
And I always let it win,
So forever I will sit in darkness,
Because I cannot beat myself,
So into ages coming forth,
I just will sit right here and wonder,
Why do I fight it,
If I cannot win,
Why do I fight my enemy,

- Queen of Gondor