Do You?

- jan-u-wine

Do you   
remember, Sam,
when you
told me
I
could not
save him?

How long
do you
suppose
it will be
until
someone
speaks
those words
to you?

How long,
do you think,
Sam?

Will your answer
be as mine?

Do you really
imagine
that I will be whole
again,
someday?

Do you not wish,
sometimes,
after another sleepless
night,
that I had ended there?

Do you know that the
One
reason
I did not
was you?

Do you know
I hated you then?

Do you love me still, Sam,
whether or no?

Do you think
Rosie
can
spare you
for a fortnight,  Sam?